EVERY DAY SUPERMAN
Issue 2: The People We Love
“How did I
not see this coming?” Clarence read as he and Joey walked home side by
side. Both of their heads were buried in
comics.
“Brainiac…WHY?”
Superman’s thought balloon read on a splash page. The titular hero was standing in the darkened
hull of a space ship. Horror etched his
face as the cyborg Brainiac; fluid in movement and insect-like in appearance;
stood between two adult-sized glass tubes.
In one was a sleeping Jimmy Olsen, and in the other an older, sleeping
woman with silver hair.
“Hello
Superman,” Clarence read on the following page of several small panels,
each jockeying between Superman’s face and Brainiac’s face as the pair
communicated.
“Brainiac? Why are you in my head?” Superman’s
thought balloon read.
“Because
I can be…whenever I choose. My telepathy
opens your mind to me, and it is your mind that betrays you. It tells me all of your worst fears…and
doubts.”
“Why did you kidnap Jimmy Olsen and
his mother?” an
angry Superman thought on the page.
“To
break you Clark,” Clarence reeled his head back in shock at the revelation
that Brainiac knew Superman’s secret identity.
He looked over at Joey, wanting to relay this twist. But Joey was just as engrossed in Batman as Clarence must have been in his
comic. So Clarence immediately returned
to the story.
”You
are not human,” Brainiac’s
thought balloon read over a close-up of a grim looking Superman. “You
know this. Yet each day you allow
yourself to live under the delusion that you are. You see people like this young man as your
friend…a tie to this world. So I devised
this experiment. I will sever your ties,
one by one if need be, by severing theirs.”
The next panel showed Superman with
wide eyes as he began picturing all the most important people in his life; and
realizing the implications of what Brainiac had just communicated.
“Martha,
Jonathan, Perry…Lois,” Clarence read Brainiac say. “Your
mind betrays you Clark. Whether through
their friends, their sisters, their wives, I will make them hate you. And when you are broken, and realize how
alone you truly are, then I will cage you.
You will be as you were always meant to be; a rare specimen preserved
for the sake of knowledge. For knowledge
is the only truth.”
The next page was a splash of
metallic tentacles sprung from out of the dark crevices of Brainiac’s ship and
wrapped around Superman tightly, having forced the last son of Krypton to his
knees.
“Unlike
you animals, my mind is my greatest weapon.
It is everything you see before you; this body, this ship, all one and
connected in service to it,” Brainiac’s thoughts resonated as
Superman was pictured struggling to break out of his bonds.
Clarence kept going, his eyes racing
along the page. It was back to smaller
panels now, with Brainiac returning to his place between the glass tubes and
placing a hand on an ominous looking red lever.
The next panel was a close-up of the lever as Brainiac pulled it. “In ten
seconds, Earth’s atomic element number eighty-four will be released into both
of these tubes.”
“Polonium,”
Superman
deduced quickly.
“Correct,”
Brainiac
thought in response. “It is the requisite four and a half
sieverts required to kill. You have time
to save one of them Superman.”
“You
MONSTER!” Superman
was enraged as he stretched his bonds, breaking some of the metallic
cords. “How can I choose between a son and his mother?”
“That
will be your burden to bear,” read a thought balloon over a
close-up of Brainiac’s face. There
looked to Clarence like the hint of a smile.
The next panel was back on Superman,
whose face strained with the struggle of his bonds as he thought, “But is there another way? And if there is, can I find it?”
Clarence turned the page. It was the final page of the issue; one big,
beautiful splash of Superman broken out of the metallic rope that held him. He was flying forward; resolution in his eyes
and fists at the ready. Brainiac took a
defensive stance, and above the cyborg was a large doomsday clock that read
five seconds.
Superman had a thought balloon
placed right above his head that read simply, “I have to!”
Then those dreaded words, “TO BE CONTINUED…”
Clarence closed the comic and
exhaled. Next to him, Joey did the same. They tightened their hoods to shield them
from the cold and hiked up their packs. The
sun was sinking fast, and neither one of them wanted to be out in this
neighborhood after dark.
“Man, I gotta wait a week now before
I got money for the next issue,” Joey said excitedly. “I hate bein behind on a story!’
“I know. It sucks!” Clarence agreed with equal
fervor. “I HAVE the money for the next
issue, but I have to wait for my dad to take me to the comic shop. Sunday can’t come soon enough.”
“U wore that shirt again,” Joey
said. He sounded unsure; like he’d been
holding the question in and waiting for the place in the conversation where he
thought it would fit best. But he didn’t
find it, so he gave up and just threw it out there.
“Yeah, I always wear it,” Clarence
replied matter-of-factly.
“Why?”
Clarence was silent for a
moment. Then he smiled. “The answer is probably too cheesy for a
Batman fan.”
“Come on man,” Joey shot back with a
grin. “Batman aint ALL dark.”
“What cliffhanger did your book just
end on?” Clarence asked.
“Joker with his face cut off,” Joey
said automatically. Then, realizing what
he had just said, “…but he’s ALIVE though!
He just…aint got no face now.”
“Haha, ok man I’ll tell you,”
Clarence said. “I do it because…
“Well GET OUT THEN!” the boys heard
a female voice scream from the sidewalk where they stood. Conversation halted, and they both turned to
the house where the shouting was coming from: Clarence’s house.
From the front door there came a
middle aged man carrying two small suit cases.
The man was husky and had Clarence’s chubby, baby face. Joey knew him also to have Clarence’s easy
smile. But the man wasn’t smiling
now. He threw his suitcases into the
back seat of a car and quickly hopped into the driver’s seat. Not once did the man cast a glance back at
the door from where he’d come, or the sidewalk where his son stood.
In the open frame of the front door
was a middle aged woman. She was using
her one free hand to prop her up as she yelled obscenities at the top of her
lungs toward the car and the man inside.
In her other hand was a half empty bottle of amber liquid.
“U tell her I’m SO happy for the
two’o ya. Tell her that’s what Nadine
says,” the woman shouted with venomous sarcasm.
“Least she aint no drunk,” Clarence
heard his father’s muffled voice scream back from the driver’s side window.
“I’ll show you drunk you SON OF A…”
but she was cut off by the sound of the car starting.
As soon as the engine revved, the
car was pulling out of the driveway.
Then it was on the street and driving away. Clarence stood watching it until it
disappeared from view. Joey looked away,
trying as hard as he could to give his friend some privacy.
“CLARENCE TIMOTHY WALKER!” the
woman’s voice shrieked out like a banshee.
Clarence turned to her and looked up
at his mother.
“Get yo ass in here NOW!” she
screamed as she took a swig from her bottle and turned back into her house.
“Night Joey,” Clarence said absently
as he walked up to his front door.
Joey didn’t say anything. He just turned back in the direction they had
been walking and moved on.
Once Clarence was inside, Nadine
threw the door behind him.
SLAM
Clarence jumped in his own skin, and
then continued on with his after-school routine. He dropped his back-pack by the couch, sat
down and got started on his homework.
Not once, since he’d been inside, did he look at his mother.
“Can u believe ur father?” Nadine
asked venomously. “Father. He aint no father. He aint no man. Real men stay when things get hard.”
Clarence tried to tune her out and
focus on writing his English essay. “What do you think was Odysseus’s greatest obstacle
in getting home to his wife Penelope and why?
Back up your argument with evidence from the text,” he read to
himself.
“U know he hit u, right?” Nadine
asked pointedly.
“He never hit me mama,” Clarence
replied quietly.
“Shut up!” she barked. “He did.
Just cause u don’t remember don’t mean he didn’t. So that’s what u say when people ask why he
left.”
“Ok,” Clarence said automatically,
his focus on his essay. He was used to
half-paying attention to his mother. She
got angry a lot and she always wanted to tell him about it. His father stormed out a lot and never wanted
to talk. Over time, he just became numb
to it all.
But then his copy of The Odyssey was ripped away from
him. He looked up just in time to see
his mother’s hand flying toward his face.
SLAP
“Don’t…u…DARE be smart with me! U understand?”
Clarence nodded his head as he
looked into the deranged eyes of his mother, swaying like a stalk in the wind.
“He’s gone for good this time,”
Nadine continued. “He aint comin
back. I got the divorce papers right
there on the table to prove it.”
Clarence followed her extended hand
with his eyes. On the tiny kitchen table
that sat in the living room because there was no other place for it, was a
stack of papers.
Nadine took a swig from her bottle.
“So now u see how serious this is,”
she said. “U gonna have to pitch in
around here. Start lookin for some part
time work after school. Any place
that’ll take ya. If I’m gonna feed ur
fat ass I’m gonna need more money comin in.
Eventually, when u turn sixteen u can leave school an get a full time
job.”
Clarence just stared at her, his
mouth open a little. “But I like
school,” was all he could get out.
“I know u do, an truth be told I
wanted better for you an’this. But ur
lazy, fat father aint gonna pay no child support an I can’t afford everythin on
my own,” Nadine said. “It’s crappy, but
life is just crappy to some people and there aint nothin we can do to change
it.”
Clarence was quiet. But in his eyes, tears started to form.
Nadine took another swig from her
bottle. As it came down from her lips,
she sniffed the air. “Somethin
stinks!” She looked hard at Clarence
then. “You wearin that shirt again?”
Clarence was sitting stone still,
just staring up at her. After a moment,
he closed his eyes and slowly unzipped his sweatshirt. He grabbed the lapels and pulled wide to
reveal the familiar “S.”
“Take it off! And throw it away. You aint no baby no more. Time to get rid of baby clothes,” Nadine
said.
Clarence just sat there, lapels held
wide.
“Boy, open ur eyes, look at me an
take off the damn shirt,” Nadine said more insistently.
Clarence did not open his eyes, and
he did not move.
So Nadine moved. She bent low and grabbed at the bottom of
Clarence’s shirt herself, trying to rip it off of him.
Clarence pulled free, jumped up and
side stepped his mother. He walked
backwards with eyes still closed. “Please don’t let me run into anything,” he
thought. After six steps, he
hadn’t. He stopped then, facing his
mother (he assumed) with the “S” shield fully exposed.
It was silent. All Clarence could hear was breathing; his
and Nadine’s. He stood as stoically as
he could, struggling to stay still. His ears
were pricked for any sign of movement.
He heard a car drive past outside
and some muffled voices coming in off the sidewalk. “Is she
still there?” Clarence thought after a few moments.
Then there were footsteps. “She’s
coming” Clarence thought. He stood
up straighter and braced himself. But he
didn’t open his eyes.
He felt a breeze as his mom walked
past him. He heard the liquid swish in
her bottle and caught a whiff of the whiskey as it passed him by. Then a door slammed, and Clarence opened his
eyes.
He was alone. He let his hands fall and took a breath. His arms ached from all the shivering, so he
rubbed them as he slowly walked back to the couch and sat down.
Clarence looked around on the floor
below him, but he didn’t see it anywhere.
He felt around under the couch and his hand grazed it. He pulled out his copy of The Odyssey along with something else
underneath. It was his Superman comic. He set the school text down next to him and
sat looking at the cover of his comic book.
It was just Superman facing off against Brainiac, but the hero was
tall. Strong. Defiant.
Clarence tossed the comic onto the
book next to him and stood up. He fished
through his pockets and pulled out everything inside. In his right pocket, he found three
one-dollar bills. “Not enough. I know I have more,”
he thought. He dropped to the floor
and dumped everything into a pile. He
counted out all the loose change he found.
There were nickels, dimes, pennies; no quarters. He counted, willing there to be enough; and
when all was said and done he had found another dollar and seventeen
cents.
He
stood up then and walked to his house’s entrance. He did not hesitate, and he did not look
back. He walked out the front door into
the darkness of night. Defiant. Strong.
As tall as any twelve year old ever stood.
“How did I
not see this coming?” Clarence read as he and Joey walked home side by
side. Both of their heads were buried in
comics.
“Brainiac…WHY?”
Superman’s thought balloon read on a splash page. The titular hero was standing in the darkened
hull of a space ship. Horror etched his
face as the cyborg Brainiac; fluid in movement and insect-like in appearance;
stood between two adult-sized glass tubes.
In one was a sleeping Jimmy Olsen, and in the other an older, sleeping
woman with silver hair.
“Hello
Superman,” Clarence read on the following page of several small panels,
each jockeying between Superman’s face and Brainiac’s face as the pair
communicated.
“Brainiac? Why are you in my head?” Superman’s
thought balloon read.
“Because
I can be…whenever I choose. My telepathy
opens your mind to me, and it is your mind that betrays you. It tells me all of your worst fears…and
doubts.”
“Why did you kidnap Jimmy Olsen and
his mother?” an
angry Superman thought on the page.
“To
break you Clark,” Clarence reeled his head back in shock at the revelation
that Brainiac knew Superman’s secret identity.
He looked over at Joey, wanting to relay this twist. But Joey was just as engrossed in Batman as Clarence must have been in his
comic. So Clarence immediately returned
to the story.
”You
are not human,” Brainiac’s
thought balloon read over a close-up of a grim looking Superman. “You
know this. Yet each day you allow
yourself to live under the delusion that you are. You see people like this young man as your
friend…a tie to this world. So I devised
this experiment. I will sever your ties,
one by one if need be, by severing theirs.”
The next panel showed Superman with
wide eyes as he began picturing all the most important people in his life; and
realizing the implications of what Brainiac had just communicated.
“Martha,
Jonathan, Perry…Lois,” Clarence read Brainiac say. “Your
mind betrays you Clark. Whether through
their friends, their sisters, their wives, I will make them hate you. And when you are broken, and realize how
alone you truly are, then I will cage you.
You will be as you were always meant to be; a rare specimen preserved
for the sake of knowledge. For knowledge
is the only truth.”
The next page was a splash of
metallic tentacles sprung from out of the dark crevices of Brainiac’s ship and
wrapped around Superman tightly, having forced the last son of Krypton to his
knees.
“Unlike
you animals, my mind is my greatest weapon.
It is everything you see before you; this body, this ship, all one and
connected in service to it,” Brainiac’s thoughts resonated as
Superman was pictured struggling to break out of his bonds.
Clarence kept going, his eyes racing
along the page. It was back to smaller
panels now, with Brainiac returning to his place between the glass tubes and
placing a hand on an ominous looking red lever.
The next panel was a close-up of the lever as Brainiac pulled it. “In ten
seconds, Earth’s atomic element number eighty-four will be released into both
of these tubes.”
“Polonium,”
Superman
deduced quickly.
“Correct,”
Brainiac
thought in response. “It is the requisite four and a half
sieverts required to kill. You have time
to save one of them Superman.”
“You
MONSTER!” Superman
was enraged as he stretched his bonds, breaking some of the metallic
cords. “How can I choose between a son and his mother?”
“That
will be your burden to bear,” read a thought balloon over a
close-up of Brainiac’s face. There
looked to Clarence like the hint of a smile.
The next panel was back on Superman,
whose face strained with the struggle of his bonds as he thought, “But is there another way? And if there is, can I find it?”
Clarence turned the page. It was the final page of the issue; one big,
beautiful splash of Superman broken out of the metallic rope that held him. He was flying forward; resolution in his eyes
and fists at the ready. Brainiac took a
defensive stance, and above the cyborg was a large doomsday clock that read
five seconds.
Superman had a thought balloon
placed right above his head that read simply, “I have to!”
Then those dreaded words, “TO BE CONTINUED…”
Clarence closed the comic and
exhaled. Next to him, Joey did the same. They tightened their hoods to shield them
from the cold and hiked up their packs. The
sun was sinking fast, and neither one of them wanted to be out in this
neighborhood after dark.
“Man, I gotta wait a week now before
I got money for the next issue,” Joey said excitedly. “I hate bein behind on a story!’
“I know. It sucks!” Clarence agreed with equal
fervor. “I HAVE the money for the next
issue, but I have to wait for my dad to take me to the comic shop. Sunday can’t come soon enough.”
“U wore that shirt again,” Joey
said. He sounded unsure; like he’d been
holding the question in and waiting for the place in the conversation where he
thought it would fit best. But he didn’t
find it, so he gave up and just threw it out there.
“Yeah, I always wear it,” Clarence
replied matter-of-factly.
“Why?”
Clarence was silent for a
moment. Then he smiled. “The answer is probably too cheesy for a
Batman fan.”
“Come on man,” Joey shot back with a
grin. “Batman aint ALL dark.”
“What cliffhanger did your book just
end on?” Clarence asked.
“Joker with his face cut off,” Joey
said automatically. Then, realizing what
he had just said, “…but he’s ALIVE though!
He just…aint got no face now.”
“Haha, ok man I’ll tell you,”
Clarence said. “I do it because…
“Well GET OUT THEN!” the boys heard
a female voice scream from the sidewalk where they stood. Conversation halted, and they both turned to
the house where the shouting was coming from: Clarence’s house.
From the front door there came a
middle aged man carrying two small suit cases.
The man was husky and had Clarence’s chubby, baby face. Joey knew him also to have Clarence’s easy
smile. But the man wasn’t smiling
now. He threw his suitcases into the
back seat of a car and quickly hopped into the driver’s seat. Not once did the man cast a glance back at
the door from where he’d come, or the sidewalk where his son stood.
In the open frame of the front door
was a middle aged woman. She was using
her one free hand to prop her up as she yelled obscenities at the top of her
lungs toward the car and the man inside.
In her other hand was a half empty bottle of amber liquid.
“U tell her I’m SO happy for the
two’o ya. Tell her that’s what Nadine
says,” the woman shouted with venomous sarcasm.
“Least she aint no drunk,” Clarence
heard his father’s muffled voice scream back from the driver’s side window.
“I’ll show you drunk you SON OF A…”
but she was cut off by the sound of the car starting.
As soon as the engine revved, the
car was pulling out of the driveway.
Then it was on the street and driving away. Clarence stood watching it until it
disappeared from view. Joey looked away,
trying as hard as he could to give his friend some privacy.
“CLARENCE TIMOTHY WALKER!” the
woman’s voice shrieked out like a banshee.
Clarence turned to her and looked up
at his mother.
“Get yo ass in here NOW!” she
screamed as she took a swig from her bottle and turned back into her house.
“Night Joey,” Clarence said absently
as he walked up to his front door.
Joey didn’t say anything. He just turned back in the direction they had
been walking and moved on.
Once Clarence was inside, Nadine
threw the door behind him.
SLAM
Clarence jumped in his own skin, and
then continued on with his after-school routine. He dropped his back-pack by the couch, sat
down and got started on his homework.
Not once, since he’d been inside, did he look at his mother.
“Can u believe ur father?” Nadine
asked venomously. “Father. He aint no father. He aint no man. Real men stay when things get hard.”
Clarence tried to tune her out and
focus on writing his English essay. “What do you think was Odysseus’s greatest obstacle
in getting home to his wife Penelope and why?
Back up your argument with evidence from the text,” he read to
himself.
“U know he hit u, right?” Nadine
asked pointedly.
“He never hit me mama,” Clarence
replied quietly.
“Shut up!” she barked. “He did.
Just cause u don’t remember don’t mean he didn’t. So that’s what u say when people ask why he
left.”
“Ok,” Clarence said automatically,
his focus on his essay. He was used to
half-paying attention to his mother. She
got angry a lot and she always wanted to tell him about it. His father stormed out a lot and never wanted
to talk. Over time, he just became numb
to it all.
But then his copy of The Odyssey was ripped away from
him. He looked up just in time to see
his mother’s hand flying toward his face.
SLAP
“Don’t…u…DARE be smart with me! U understand?”
Clarence nodded his head as he
looked into the deranged eyes of his mother, swaying like a stalk in the wind.
“He’s gone for good this time,”
Nadine continued. “He aint comin
back. I got the divorce papers right
there on the table to prove it.”
Clarence followed her extended hand
with his eyes. On the tiny kitchen table
that sat in the living room because there was no other place for it, was a
stack of papers.
Nadine took a swig from her bottle.
“So now u see how serious this is,”
she said. “U gonna have to pitch in
around here. Start lookin for some part
time work after school. Any place
that’ll take ya. If I’m gonna feed ur
fat ass I’m gonna need more money comin in.
Eventually, when u turn sixteen u can leave school an get a full time
job.”
Clarence just stared at her, his
mouth open a little. “But I like
school,” was all he could get out.
“I know u do, an truth be told I
wanted better for you an’this. But ur
lazy, fat father aint gonna pay no child support an I can’t afford everythin on
my own,” Nadine said. “It’s crappy, but
life is just crappy to some people and there aint nothin we can do to change
it.”
Clarence was quiet. But in his eyes, tears started to form.
Nadine took another swig from her
bottle. As it came down from her lips,
she sniffed the air. “Somethin
stinks!” She looked hard at Clarence
then. “You wearin that shirt again?”
Clarence was sitting stone still,
just staring up at her. After a moment,
he closed his eyes and slowly unzipped his sweatshirt. He grabbed the lapels and pulled wide to
reveal the familiar “S.”
“Take it off! And throw it away. You aint no baby no more. Time to get rid of baby clothes,” Nadine
said.
Clarence just sat there, lapels held
wide.
“Boy, open ur eyes, look at me an
take off the damn shirt,” Nadine said more insistently.
Clarence did not open his eyes, and
he did not move.
So Nadine moved. She bent low and grabbed at the bottom of
Clarence’s shirt herself, trying to rip it off of him.
Clarence pulled free, jumped up and
side stepped his mother. He walked
backwards with eyes still closed. “Please don’t let me run into anything,” he
thought. After six steps, he
hadn’t. He stopped then, facing his
mother (he assumed) with the “S” shield fully exposed.
It was silent. All Clarence could hear was breathing; his
and Nadine’s. He stood as stoically as
he could, struggling to stay still. His ears
were pricked for any sign of movement.
He heard a car drive past outside
and some muffled voices coming in off the sidewalk. “Is she
still there?” Clarence thought after a few moments.
Then there were footsteps. “She’s
coming” Clarence thought. He stood
up straighter and braced himself. But he
didn’t open his eyes.
He felt a breeze as his mom walked
past him. He heard the liquid swish in
her bottle and caught a whiff of the whiskey as it passed him by. Then a door slammed, and Clarence opened his
eyes.
He was alone. He let his hands fall and took a breath. His arms ached from all the shivering, so he
rubbed them as he slowly walked back to the couch and sat down.
Clarence looked around on the floor
below him, but he didn’t see it anywhere.
He felt around under the couch and his hand grazed it. He pulled out his copy of The Odyssey along with something else
underneath. It was his Superman comic. He set the school text down next to him and
sat looking at the cover of his comic book.
It was just Superman facing off against Brainiac, but the hero was
tall. Strong. Defiant.
Clarence tossed the comic onto the
book next to him and stood up. He fished
through his pockets and pulled out everything inside. In his right pocket, he found three
one-dollar bills. “Not enough. I know I have more,”
he thought. He dropped to the floor
and dumped everything into a pile. He
counted out all the loose change he found.
There were nickels, dimes, pennies; no quarters. He counted, willing there to be enough; and
when all was said and done he had found another dollar and seventeen
cents.
He
stood up then and walked to his house’s entrance. He did not hesitate, and he did not look
back. He walked out the front door into
the darkness of night. Defiant. Strong.
As tall as any twelve year old ever stood.
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